I’ve been having a… stressful time lately, but, ya know, I have friends who have been here for me and I’m doing ok, but today I realized how glad I am I got my cat. He’s my little buddy who just wants to love and play, and having him means I never really feel alone. I love my little Jaxin. He’s the best. (except when he farts, dear goodness.)
For some reason, I feel like spamming facebook with this stupid and insensitive, but I think it’s okay on here..
Tre`, I love you so much. I was such a damaged little kid when you entered my life and you’re the one that began the process of pulling me out of that dark place. I think of you nearly all day, every day. You’re in my heart forever, you’ll be okay, please be okay.
Let positivity fill you up, inflate every cell of your being, and lift you as high as you could ever have possibly dreamed. Things can only be as awful as you let them be. It really is mind over matter. If things are the worst they could be, get out, start over, take a deep breath, inhale, look around. You are alive, chances are there are people who love you, care about you, want to get to know you. Look at the great things in your life and just let go of the bad. There are some things you can’t control, that no matter how hard you try you can’t make it “better” or change what has been done. Stop, let yourself feel the bad, accept the bad and then recollect your scattered pieces of yourself. Love you, and love what you’re doing, or what you’re working for, but, also, know that you are loved.
St Peter (The Professor’s House)